Showing posts with label Baking. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Baking. Show all posts

Wednesday, 2 September 2020

True Love

I think I've finally found it!! 

Baking is my therapy and during these uncertain times it has helped me not lose myself. 
The sheer joy of rolling, kneading, bloom, seeing the rise. 
Baking bread has a different smell compared to baking cakes. It fills the rooms with the natural smells, no essence, no additives, fresh, pure. 

I had tried baking buns earlier, but failed hence gave up too easily.
A different brand of yeast beckoned me from the shelves and a simpler recipe gave me courage to try again. 
Tried my favourite Cinnamon buns. 
They reminded me of Cinnabon from my stay in the US of A. 
Their cinnamon buns called to me as soon as you entered the airports and malls, when you were tired, they gave a much needed sugar high, they swirled and oozed with butter and sugar and glaze dripped on the sides. For a cinnamon lover these were heavenly, my Sri Lankan roots jumped out in joy at such times. 
I loved those buns.
yeast bloom

From my first attempt being very conservative with the sugar glaze keeping in mind sensitive old stomachs and still to be trained young ones, I went on to try many more buns during the week with a second attempt at those buns in a week's time.
I am in love with these bite sized beauties. 
Am yet to share these with neighbours like I do my cakes, still holding onto them like a secret lover.

Pictures below of my yeast blooming- magical, the dough rising and doubling is a miracle, the browning of the bread is fulfilling. 
Its soft and fluffy within with a little hardened soaked through top.
The three cheese, rosemary and Olive bread was so flavourful with garlic creating that extra zing.
Sometimes I can find heaven at home!! 

All bakes between 26th August to 2nd September
Photographs by my daughter
                                               

                                                           
                              


                                      
                                                      


                       
                 







Tuesday, 16 June 2020

Lockdown love

Baking is an expansive addiction.

It expands your waist, your butt, your face.               

It is expensive as well. 


Baking is cathartic. 

It requires focus to get the ingredients right, a mix up somewhere can cause disaster.

It requires order, sugar, butter, eggs and flour in the right proportions, a firm whisk, a strong mix and the special ingredients to get the final result.


Why do I bake? 

Is it for the method, the precision?    

Or maybe for the way it helps me relax when my brain is overworked?

Or for the aroma the house fills with making me forget the everyday worries.

it reminds me of tradition, of smells grew up with, making me recollect what was familiar.

It must be the joy of cooking something everyone loves.

It brings back memories of days when they were babies and I baked for my pleasure. 


I also bake because my daughters are losing what they were once familiar with.  

The exams, final year of school, hanging out with friends, movie times.

I bake because the process brings me closer to them, there is a familiarity in the smell that comes from the kitchen.

It is a momentary comfort , memory of good times.

I bake because I can't make the uncertainty go away, but I can make them certain of my love.

I bake them naked, raw, no icing, no frosting, there are no covers to hide the flaws that we are exposed to as we stay home. 


I bake for their smile, for their pleasure.

I bake to create more happy memories.