To Be One Among The Stars

Two years ago, I wrote this as a Valentine day's note for someone whom I was close to at that time.

We shared something that made me look forward to each day. 

There were storms, there were tornadoes, there were calm seas, there was cool breeze.

Two years later.... 

We are now restricted to a very tepid hello.

Atmosphere is stifled, the weather too not a conversation starter anymore. 

There are no butterflies, there are no chills up my spine, there is no anticipation of something exciting.

Just like everything else, everyone else, it was good while it lasted.

Then, it was special and meant for only one to read.

Today, with the stars having burnt out, am ready to share.

Once…

I would like to lie down next to you.

The outdoors with us.

Clear skies, stars shining bright

we make out patterns, we draw our own in the sky.

I would like to lie in the crook of your arm.

My head nestling in the strong shoulders

Against your chest

Taking in deeply the smell that I’ve got familiar with.

We talk about the sounds of the night

I would like to let my arms lie on your strong chest

The ones I have felt against mine

Feel your heart beating 

As you hold me close 

Silently gazing into the darkness beyond

I would like to whisper your name

Softly, gently 

waking you up with my fingers 

making circles on your nipples  

till I hear you whisper my name

I would like to let my legs slide against yours

Nudging them apart

Feeling restless, yet at peace

My hands itching to feel more 

And getting more

I would like to hear you moan

Aching, fully awake

It feels good, it feels right

Your name sounds like a prayer 

My lips crave to feel yours

I would like to feel  your lips

Passionately

Deeply, hungrily

Lovingly 

Every move filled with a need

I would like to tenderly kiss you

Softly, gently, 

Every possible way

Till your body feels loved

And yearning for more 

 I would like to open up

Let the silence 

Let the darkness 

Let the calmness 

Engulf us

I would like to feel the cool of the night

Turn into heat

Our bodies entwined,

Our breath labored

Our heart beat as one 

I would like to become one

Till we feel the rhythm

Follow our beat

Screaming your name

Hearing mine from afar

I would like the silence

The calmness

The peace 

The oneness

Just once………