Wednesday, 18 September 2013

Shine On Harvest Moon



There is something particularly romantic and mystical  about a full moon..
The moon has been the subject of man's fascination, inspiring countless writers, scientists, artists, musicians, and lovers for centuries.

There are several magical folklore about the moon.

I do have fond memories of
“The Highway man” by Alfred Noyes.
  THE wind was a torrent of darkness among the gusty trees,
    The moon was a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas,
    The road was a ribbon of moonlight over the purple moor,
    And the highwayman came riding—
                      Riding—riding—
    The highwayman came riding, up to the old inn-door.

Every  full moon night when I see the clouds casting their shadows, I recall sitting outside my campus along the rippling waters of the River Mandovi ,watching the moon rise over the river, the buzz and chatter of my friends in the background and Toni Braxton fervently pleading to be loved again!

Yes, not all about the moon is about love; there are scary legends about vampires, ghosts and werewolves.

The influence of the moon and behavior has been called "The Lunar Effect". The belief that the full moon causes mental disorders and strange behavior was widespread throughout Europe in the middle ages. Even the word "lunacy" meaning "insanity" comes from the Latin word for "moon."

“Although most experiments fail to show a relationship between the phase of the moon and abnormal behavior, the belief in the "lunar effect" is still strong among many people. Unfortunately, the occasional newspaper story that describes strange behaviors during a full moon only reinforces this myth.”

Probably the ‘Sea of Crisis’ and ‘Ocean of Storms’, play a pivotal role in influencing their behavior.
For me, ‘Sea of Tranquility’ and ‘Sea of Serenity’ take over and have such a calming effect when I sit and stare at the luminous ball.

For more on the seas and oceans of the moon refer:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_maria_on_the_Moon

Perhaps the most notable Moon event for mankind was when Apollo 11 Astronaut Neil Armstrong became the first person to step foot on the Moon on July 20, 1969. 

Tonight is the Harvest Moon.
This is supposed to be the full moon of the year, just before the Autumn Equinox on Sep 23rd.

Am no astronomer, not even amateur.. Even a tattoo of the Virgo constellation, does not an astronomer make!
I do know a few constellations, some stars and planets which shine bright on occasions.
But yeah, am a sucker for the shooting stars, though living in the dust spangled city, makes these sightings a rarity.
This week, though, has a lot of shiny treats for those who look up to the sky!
Venus, shines like the Star of David, so bright in the entire heavens. Even the cloudscape cannot dull its sheen!
Some lucky souls may be able to see Saturn close on  the heels of Venus, though faint. A decent telescope can help you see Saturn’s rings.
But of course what would be a  treat for the eyes, is to see Uranus lighting up the September sky, on the night of the Harvest Moon! 

 “Oh, Shine on, shine on harvest moon, way up in the sky;
I ain't had no lovin' since April, January, June or July.”

So…
Relax, stretch back, bid goodbye to cloudy skies!
The romantic in me tells me “go to a lovely terrace restaurant in the company of a few good men and enjoy the night sky”!

Monday, 16 September 2013

Being Human



Everyday the newspaper and TV shows are filled with horror, violence and all things that are going bad in this world!
We live on a planet where blood and gore are not just reserved for horror movies and Friday the 13th shows!
Politicians rule the world and there is always a scramble to get to the top, to be the king!
Everyone else is trampled upon, everything else-is considered not worth considering!

 Our children grow up amidst hurry, hatred, fear and worry.

We wake up rushed!
We rush with no respect for the living or the dead!

Every day, I cross a very important junction on my way to work and back. There is a huge hospital and two fancy hotels at one junction.
The road at that point is the worst stretch I experience every day!
Back breaking, nerve racking, auto toppling and slow moving!

I also get to see and hear a lot of ambulances while traveling down that stretch.
On most days, the roads are blocked and the siren sounds painful; I sometimes hear the tears and cries of the family in my head!
There is no place for them to go!

Everyone watches helplessly, trying to move as much as they can to  make way for the emergency service.
I silently whisper a prayer to help the ambulance reach quickly to the place where they can get the affected the help they need.

As the scene repeated itself this morning, I watched as I say my prayer, a young man, on a bi-cycle, pull aside to the footpath to make way and silently mumble a prayer and touch his lips in reverence.

All is not bad in this world!


Sunday, 15 September 2013

In the wee small hours of the morning



Being alone……
Loneliness……….


Living with old parents and young children who are all prone to talking all the time, there is never really much silence at home!
The silence sounds eerie and makes me wonder what is wrong!
So am never really alone!

But yes, I am comfortable being alone!
It calms me, it helps me collect my thoughts and talk to myself! I talk to the voices in my head and they slow down and listen to me!
This is a luxury I look forward to at times -
When the household is quiet in the wee small hours of the morning. 

Running alone is my idea of therapy!

There are many who fear this state of mind!
For they attribute being alone to being lonely!
They may have people around them, they may have family to talk to, they may have friends to hang out with every day, but they are lonely!
Physically they are never alone, but  emotionally they are lonely!

I think the song “I walk alone” by Green day, if you have heard it, is the most plaintive cry for help!

“My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me
'Til then I walk alone”


Sometimes, a feeling of loneliness does hit me.
There are days…memories…..associations……..
I try to tune them out and think happy thoughts and watch the funnies on TV!

Seven years of officially being declared single, never alone, lonely yes -at times!
The initial days and months and years were lonely.
I sought out new friends, a challenging job, engaging work environment and a new hobby!

In the immortal words of Gloria Gaynor

“At first, I was afraid, I was petrified
Kept thinking, I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights thinking, how you did me wrong
And I grew strong and I learned how to get along

It took all the strength I had not to fall apart
Kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
And I spent, oh, so many nights just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry but now I hold my head up high

Oh, as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live, I've got all my love to give
And I'll survive, I will survive, I will survive”



Thursday, 5 September 2013

It happened one night


There were no fireworks, no comets blazing, no special lanterns lighting the sky!


The day dawned just like any other and I did the things I normally do!


Nothing out of the ordinary.

Yes, I did receive the most amazing bunch of roses!

Commemorating every spin around the sun!




And a yummy little cake from my kids!



I did not suddenly start to fly!

I did not travel far, far away as I hoped I would.

But yet....

Am smiling, am happy.


So why is 40 being talked and touted about so much?


Maybe I should wait for 50 to hear the trumpets and the sirens and see the star ships  landing?

I fear that by then.. I may not even be able to hear!


Sitting here, measuring time by the length of the songs and wondering where the years flew by!