Tuesday, 13 August 2024

Can’t Fight The Moonlight

Him and Her, both in their fabulous fifties, met at a college reunion. The kind of gathering where the drinks flow as freely as the conversation and where you half expect to talk about retirement plans and kids' success. But when their eyes met across the table, something entirely unexpected happened—He felt a spark, and She, a zing. And just like that, the two seasoned souls found themselves grappling with a feeling they hadn’t anticipated: undeniable, electric attraction.

They didn’t plan it, of course. It wasn’t like He walked in thinking, “Tonight, I’m going to be utterly enchanted by a woman I’ve known for all of 30 minutes.” And She certainly didn’t set out to feel her pulse quicken over a man who she knew was a Casanova from her college days. Yet, there they were, discussing the weather, their daughters, but really thinking about how close they could sit without raising eyebrows. It was a game of verbal ping-pong, each comment laced with a flirtatious undertone that even the most oblivious could pick up on.

As the evening wore on, the attraction didn’t wane—in fact, it grew stronger. He found himself fixating on the curve of Her smile, wondering if it was inappropriate to imagine kissing her before they parted for the night.  

Meanwhile, She couldn’t help but notice how His laugh made her heart skip a beat, a sensation she hadn’t felt in a while. They both knew it was a fleeting thing, this sudden, almost ridiculous, urge to be closer. But they also knew it was a kind of magic, the kind that doesn’t come around often at their age.

By the time last drinks were served, they both had acknowledged it, at least internally: this was not going to last. But maybe that was part of the thrill. Maybe it was the knowledge that they didn’t have to think about the logistics of a relationship or the complications of blending families and finances. 

Maybe, just maybe, they could allow themselves to enjoy the sweet agony of temporary, impossible longing. The kind that feels as exhilarating as it is bittersweet.

As they parted ways, exchanging numbers they knew they might never call, both Him and Her couldn’t help but smile. It was a little ridiculous, a little impractical, but it was fun. 

And in a life full of responsibilities and routines, sometimes a little spark is exactly what you need, even if it’s just for a couple of hours.

Wednesday, 10 January 2024

Awakening

7:30 pm

I'm tired, hangry after a 10 hour work day which is now becoming common
Traffic crawls, come to a standstill.
Looking forward to being home, wondering what to cook for dinner.
Not keen on ordering in since my daughter has already spent an afternoon with friends junking on pub food.
Waiting at the signal, willing it to turn green.

A bike, a couple, the bags, lunchboxes signal they are returning from work, heading home probably, planning their dinner.
I can hear them, speaking in Tamil, i can see them so close to me.

She: "Shall I make dosas?"  using the colloquial Tamil word vaarthata for make
He : "don't want" (vendam)
She: "Shall I make chapatis?" again using the word sudatta for make
He: "don't need" ( thevaiyile)
She: "then what, you'll buy for me again from that hotel ?"  Asks with a smile
He: "yes" with a huge smile
She: "poda" with a shy smile and hugs him
He: blushes,"aye what are you doing?"
She: "I'm feeling cold"

That's conservative Indianism for love

For someone who had stopped believing in love of any form, this awakened my dead senses.

Makes me want to believe