Breezers
Chicken
sausages with cheese fillings
Fried
prawns which I cooked!
Balcony
Lights
out
Stars
peeping thru the foliage,
moon
light!
Quiet,
The
songs I Like!
Am
well on my way!!
The
road to recovery!
4
days at home, by myself and I know I feel calmer, at peace.
Doing
things I like, running, cycling walking, watching movies, popcorn, eating maggi
Well,
I did not bake cupcakes -though “my immortal” neighbor requested me to bake some this week!
and
I did not do any shoe shopping ( discovering an unused, lovely pair of black
sandals while cleaning has nothing to do with this self control)
No
baking therapy, no retail therapy, yeah did some cleaning, which was a
requirement from my momJ
That
by itself is a big plus!
Even
my kids got bored of my cupcakes every weekend but were kind enough to eat it and
My
parents thought I was competing with Imelda Marcos
This
is a big thank you to all my friends who put with my idiosyncrasies,
“psychopath” tendencies :)and need to “get drunk” “ want to go out” and
listened to me vent out for the last 5 months .
Some
of you listened quietly and never judged me, some of you gave me weird ideas to
get what I wanted, some of you yelled at me for being stupid and get over it,
some of you kept me company while I had to get drunk to help me forget---You
all helped in every way you could!
I
am never one to mourn quietly, am vocal, I reach out to people to help me!!!
and
thanks for being there!!
some
on phone,some on chat, some on email, some in person:)
Thank
you!
Yes, am on my way, I can now look back at the past few months and be thankful
for what I had!
The
Frays and Rascall flats were all I seemed to be listening to!!!
Losing
a good friend whom you could call on any time is never good!
Suddenly
not being able to talk to someone who heard everything in your head for 1 1/2
years, shatters you!
Don't
ever do that to me:) :)
But
when you have done all you could to make amends and it does not work, I needed
to realize that I should stop!
I
now don’t care what went wrong or what I should have done different!!
Maybe
i did wrong, but that never is reason to put me through what i went through:)
A lesson for all of u: life is too short- to hold a grudge or be angry with
someone, forgive:)
I
got something good from all that I had earlier!
I
learnt some lessons!
I
have some absolutely awesome friends!!
Never
regret what you had because you don’t have it anymore!!
My
kids too did what they could to make me happy during the past few months!!
They
love me even when I am sad and upset!!
You
can never outrun pain!!I tried-- it
catches up-- give in to it--- It will pass!
Thank
you!
I
will smile with my eyes again!
